Dreams Of Light

a wasted voice they send
 no one believes this beauty that they recieve
 a sharpened point they said
 the speed it's giving hidden message
 the ashless breath again
 here comes the sun
 upheaval of new
 as hatred grows again
 follow the leaders of life to the end
 as hatred grows again
 all of the sleepers coming down from their cause
 dreams of light
 i've had them all my life
 all the time
 no i don't know a reason living in guilt
 shame inside these eyes again inside my head
 upheaval of new scrape through this life again
 i truly tried
 i can not figure it out
 is it worth something so symbolic
 a heaven
 it seems to come out so messed up
 it's faith depleting unrelenting.