Two Months from a Year

Am I allowed to breathe
 Am I allowed to counter
 Words that don't believe
 And words that don't matter
 And soon I'll sigh
 And forget them all
 Only sometimes
 Am I allowed... breathe
 And someone should have told me
 That you would be here
 But you weren't you anymore
 You weren't you
 But you will, you will, you will, you...
 Soon I will fall like the wall
 And how it feels will be horror
 Do you hate it?
 'Cause you weren't you anymore
 You weren't...
 But you will, you will, you will, you...
 Soon I will fall like the wall
 All around fractured view of life
 I tear down all these idols
 And I'll make my transformation
 You'll feel better... right?
 But you will, you will, you will, you...
 You can't scar me... you can't
 You can't scar me... you can't
 How the fuck does it feel?
 Soon I will fall like the wall
 And how the fuck does it feel?
 And how the fuck did you figure?