Pillow Talk

Subliminal messages in my head
 Feeling like my brain it got led
 Leading it off to my death bed
 Is it pyscho another fucking Progress
 Is it non sense going to my Conscience
 Or negativity
 Influencing my perception
 Or reality
 Is destroying my aggression
 Baby I'm just beinng honest
 Tell me if I gotta make a promise
 Would you ever miss me if my Soul was ever only covered in Darkness
 Would you want this
 Can you stop this
 Are you about this
 Baby I gotta know
 Is there time to even show
 My soul is so brick
 Yeah cold as the snow
 Hopefully you won't freeze
 With secrets that I know
 Media tryna controll my mind
 Can we let it go
 Cause im to far inclined
 You might miss the show
 Let me kiss your thoughts
 So you can grow
 A flower always needs time
 N nourishing to flow
 My brain cells is cover blood Tissues
 That bouta blow
 Too dark for exposed
 Conspiracy theories
 Too much info
 What is true n what is not
 They got my heart dark
 Like a black heart emoji
 In the spot
 Too shattered
 To cop
 Too tired
 To walk
 A poet
 With crucial thoughts
 Would you still love me
 If my demons wanna talk
 Baby hold me now
 So I can walk
 Baby we in for a ride
 You think ima fold fold
 I mean if you can't handle
 You can just go
 I always bymself
 With No one to hold
 My ex played me
 You shouldn't know
 Grudges I cant hold
 Shit am I going too fast or
 Going to slow
 I exposed
 Emotions
 In my core
 Only way to soar
 A real man
 You take it all back
 If this what rap is at
 Money controlling your fav artist Acts
 Giving me panic attacks
 Cause you won't cherish my raps
 I don't wanna partake in that
 You left me cold in the sack
 I don't even wanna know whats Real in the news
 Cause it leaves me mentally zoned In a trap
 I don't wanna know that
 I don't wanna go back
 I don't wanna know that
 I don't wanna go back
 I don't wanna know that
 I don't wanna go back
 I don't wanna know that
 I don't wanna go back