Ghosting

I am impatient, hard to please
 No sense of serenity, habitual neurosis
 Transcends into thoughts of suicide
 And when this body lays lifeless
 Don't patronize me by
 Insisting this was all done because of you
 I am beyond redemption
 Even in death I will not speak
 I am beyond redemption
 Even in death I will not sleep
 With abandonment of trust and self
 Hope is void of longevity, a shelterless recluse
 I survive without reason
 And when this body lays lifeless
 Don't patronize me by
 Insisting this was all done because of you
 I am beyond redemption
 Even in death I will not speak
 I am beyond redemption
 Even in death I will not sleep
 I am beyond redemption
 Even in death I will not speak
 I am beyond redemption
 Even in death I will not sleep
 I sacrifice myself to the lonely other
 For she will not rest until
 Death's arms embrace me
 I am beyond redemption
 Even in death I will not speak
 I am beyond redemption
 Even in death I will not sleep
 I am beyond redemption
 Even in death I will not speak
 I am beyond redemption
 Even in death I will not sleep