I'm Weak Inside

Another day in this broke down place
 The towers grow and the skies are slowly replaced
 With the cold gray structures that lay to waste
 Everything that stands in the way
 Stare at the ground as I walk on by
 You make me sick and I hate what I feel inside
 As I lobby for acceptance, you know I've tried
 Another life for you to nullify
 I'm weak inside because I see the shape of things to come
 because I don't change what's begun
 because I hate what I've become
 I'm feeling empty as I struggle with my thoughts each day
 Just a drone who contributes to his own decay
 An apathist who's sweat and blood grease the wheels for pay
 Just a whore for the puppeteer to whom I obey
 And nothing changes... No nothing changed today
 I close my eyes and keep my mouth shut
 Why am I afraid to stand up and knock them down
 When I've been betrayed
 You've been conditioned to accept everything they say
 So I walk on but I start to stumble
 Through the ruins of a life that's troubled
 By the expectations I'm conditioned to struggle for
 My possessions leave me self-absorbed
 So many bombs I've left unblown
 The streets are crowded and I feel so all alone
 Stacking bricks that to this day remain unthrown
 Yet I'm the one to cast the first stone