The Birth and the End

Yes I tortured my love
 And faked my believes
 At the time I knew I was wrong
 Now everything's too late
 I've made my own faith
 With my other foot in the grave
 I have the evidence that the blind can see
 I have the knowledge that the deaf can hear
 Nothing comes close to the pain I feel
 I can't erase the life I failed to live
 WE'RE BORN TO DIE
 WHAT WE DO IN THE MIDDLE IS THE WASTE OF TIME
 IT'S CRUEL I KNOW, BUT THE TRUTH IS NEVER BEAUTIFUL
 IT HIDES BENEATH THE LIES
 Yes I changed my believes
 To the way that they did
 At the time shame made me cry
 I've lost self-esteem
 If it ever was me
 That I saved from falling in grave
 Don't be so cruel
 Hope doesn't know me anymore
 Even my own grave
 Is where I dig in the hollow ground
 How am I supposed to live again?
 When I can't even avoid to go in hell
 I have the evidence that the blind can see
 I have the knowledge that the deaf can hear
 Now that the end is near I've made the sins
 To send my sorry arse straight to the hell