Here's Me Letting Go

Somebody throw me a bone
 I'm sick and tired of being alone
 When will this pain be over
 I've been picking these four-leaf clovers
 My pockets are getting full
 And now it seems like every day
 Is more weight on my depression
 God I'm ready to learn a lesson
 So me the way to the heart
 Of the boy that you once knew
 Possessing faith enough
 To make this mountain move
 Cause I've run from your perfect will
 Yet you pursue me still
 (chorus)
 I don't wanna waste another day
 Trying to make everything go my way
 Pretending everything will be okay
 I just wanna feel alive again
 I wanna feel you in my life again
 Here's me letting go
 I guess I'm hiding it well
 My friends can't even tell
 That I got teardrops on my pillow
 Cause I sleep with an open window
 And by the morning they're history
 But it seems like every day
 Is more weight on my depression
 God I'm ready to learn a lesson
 Show me the way to the heart
 Of the man that I should be
 Give me a reason to allow my eyes to see
 That I've run from your perfect will
 Yet you pursue me still
 Take my will
 And make it what you want to
 I'll be still
 Just let your spirit fill my
 Soul is yours
 Don't ever let me walk away