I Am So Mad at You

I am so mad at you
 for making me such a bastard
 giving me such high standards
 I'm mad at you
 But I'll find you inside of someone else
 even if finding you in of someone else is hard to do
 This never ending pursuit
 of happiness
 is getting harder and harder to accomplish
 the lies I tell myself
 just so I can get by
 are getting less and less convincing
 all the time
 and I just can't shake the feeling that I'll be alone forever
 please tell me that's not the case
 So I will go look for things I find important
 qualities that are unique
 and traits I find attractive in other people