Self Esteem

This place is taking all my self-esteem
 And everybody is afraid of me
 And I can't make eye contact with anyone I see
 This place is taking all my self-esteem
 And everybody is afraid of me
 And I'm afraid to go out in the streets
 Reminders of my failures everywhere that I will be
 Everybody is afraid of me
 And people freak me out
 People make me scared
 People make me so damn self-aware
 I get bronchitis twice a year at least
 My lungs aren't the way that they should be
 And I smoke more than a motherfucking chimney
 I declare war on my body
 And I'm a liar and I am a thief
 Taking things from those better than me
 Pathetic little man with some pathetic little dream
 I hope you all can forgive me