Not Today

Someday I won't be afraid of my head
 Someday I will not be chained to my bed
 Someday I'll forget the day he left
 But surely not today
 One day I won't need a PhD
 To sit me down and tell me what it all means
 Maybe one day it'll be a breeze, ah
 But surely not today, but surely not today
 Oh, you don't know what sadness means
 'Til you're too sad to fall asleep
 One day I'll be snoozing peacefully
 But surely not today
 Surely not today
 One day I'll swear the pain will be a blip
 I'll have the hardest time recalling it
 I'll be the king of misery management
 But surely not today
 One day that song won't make me cry anymore (Oh no no)
 One day I'll get up off the bathroom floor (Hey, yeah)
 Oh, piece by piece I'll be restored
 But surely not today, surely not
 Eh, not today
 Oh, you don't know what happy means
 If it's only in your dreams
 I'll be acquainted with my jollities
 But surely not today
 Yeah, surely not today
 Surely not
 Surely, surely not
 Surely not
 Surely not today
 One day the thought of him won't hurt the same
 Won't need distractions to get through the day
 I guess I hope I'm gonna be okay
 'Cause I'm not today