In Denial

I can taste the bitterness
 of the words I said
 but the lying didn't sound
 that bad inside my head
 I've lost my body control
 'cause of my poisoned heart
 and my poisoned soul
 Is there anywhere I could go?
 'Cause I don't even know (if I'm)
 In denial, awake or worn out
 Is the sin the silence?
 I've got just about
 what it takes to make
 the samemistake
 I cry out loud
 I'm inside out
 If I close my eyes I'm not afraid
 I'll make it through
 but running away really seems
 like the brightest thing to do
 Is there anyone else around?
 I'm trying to scream
 I can't make a sound
 What's a dream, what's reality?
 Am I too blind to see? (if I'm)
 In denial, awake or worn out
 Is the sin the silence?
 I've got just about
 what it takes to make
 the samemistake
 I cry out loud
 I'm inside out