Mr. Chainsaw(Live)

When was it that you lost your youth or traded
 It for something more for them to use so jaded
 Why is it that you never said
 I love you more than just a friend
 I pray this gridlock never ends
 And when we get there just depends
 I found out recently that you are leaving
 For good I hope I softly tell my ceiling
 It's better now to be alive
 Sleeping is my 9 to 5
 I'm having nightmares all the time
 Of running out of words that rhyme
 Everything that you could never say would never matter anyway
 I took a hammer and two nails to my eardrums long ago
 Before that steak knife took my eyes I looked up to the sky
 For the last thing I would ever see, for the last time I'd cry
 When was it that you sold your life or wasted
 Every bite of that small slice you never tasted
 I guess I should be one to talk
 There's nights that I can't even walk
 There's days I couldn't give a fuck
 And in between is where I'm stuck
 From blocks away I heard somebody screaming
 That small child inside of you that you left bleeding
 You stabbed him up not once but twice
 Cubicles will now suffice
 Some say it's the roll of the dice
 I think they're wrong I know I'm right
 Every breath that I could barely breathe
 Would barely make it past my teeth
 I took a blowtorch to both of my lungs a long long time ago
 And every step that I could take
 Each one more difficult to make
 Mr. Chainsaw came and took my legs a long long time ago
 In case you're wondering I'm singing
 About growing up, about giving in
 In case you're wondering I'm singing
 About growing up, about giving in
 In case you're wondering we're singing
 About growing up, about giving in
 In case you're wondering we're singing
 About growing up, about giving up and giving in