Ruin It (Live)

I've waited a long time for this life
 Just to ruin it
 So please don't ruin this for me
 Yes, I understand this lie
 Hell I crossed those T's
 I scratched out all those eyes myself last night
 When I promised not to fight
 So this is what I'm looking like these days
 All grown up and so full of hate
 But I don't want to let go of my rage
 'Cause it's the salt that brings the taste
 So where am I if you decide that I'm not right?
 Cause I might break and I might bend
 Your heartstrings out of tune again
 And I might try to apologize
 On a good day, on my best day, if you stick around
 Did I stay inside to sterilize this knife?
 Am I being too careful, does this seem right?
 Did I open up the shades to expose the sun in rays?
 To show what's burned there inside
 Yeah, take a close look, hold me right up to the light
 Cause I might break and I might bend
 Your heartstrings out of tune again
 And I might try to apologize
 On a good day, on my best day, if you stick around
 I've waited for so long
 I've waited for so long
 Spread me out, rake me in
 This coarse and rocky field will camouflage my skin
 And I might break and I might bend
 Your heartstrings out of tune again
 And I might try to apologize
 On a good day, on my best day, if you stick around