Wake Up Alone

It's okay in the day, I'm staying busy
 Tied up enough so I don't have to wonder where is he
 Got so sick of crying, so just lately
 When I catch myself I do a 180
 I stay up, clean the house, at least I'm not drinking
 Run around just so I don't have to think about thinking
 That silent sense of content that everyone gets
 Just disappears soon as the sun sets
 This face in my dreams seizes my guts
 He floods me with dread
 Soaked in soul, he swims in my eyes by the bed
 Pour myself over him, moon spilling in
 And I wake up alone
 If I was my heart I'd rather be restless
 Second I stop the sleep catches up and I'm breathless
 As this ache in my chest, as my day is done now
 The dark covers me and I cannot run now
 My blood running cold, I stand before him
 It's all I can do to assure him
 When he comes to me, I drip for him tonight
 Drowned in me, we bathe under blue light
 His face in my dreams seizes my guts
 He floods me with dread
 Soaked in soul, he swims in my eyes by the bed
 Pour myself over him, moon spilling in
 And I wake up alone
 And I wake up alone
 And I wake up alone
 And I wake up alone