Internal Landscapes - Live

And I felt myself going
 I was in a great deal of pain, it was a very frightening experience, but I began to slip
 I just sort of, feel myself going, and I remember trying to hold on... I'll be ok, I'll be ok
 And it got to the point where I just couldn't... And everything began to just become very quiet
 And I can remember with every ounce of strength I had I wanted to say goodbye to my wife, it was important to me
 And I did, I remember just turning my head, looking at her and saying... I'm gonna die, goodbye Joan... and I did
 It was then that I experienced... experienced what we call a near death experience, for me there was nothing near about it, it was there
 It was a total immersion in light, brightness, warmth, peace, security
 I did not have an out-of-body experience, I did not see my body or anyone about me, I just immediately went into this beautiful bright light
 It's difficult to describe, matter of fact it's impossible to describe
 Verbally it cannot be expressed, it's something which becomes you and you become it
 I could say that I was peace, I was love, I was the brightness... It was part of me
 Goodbye my friend
 Love will never end
 And I feel like you
 And I breathe all truth
 Love is the lifebreath of all I see
 Love is the truelight inside of me
 And I know you somehow
 As I hold you in my heart
 In my heart
 There's a fire in the sky
 And I know it's you
 (Senses following me)
 There's a light that's so bright
 And I know it's you
 And I dream like you
 Cause I believe in truth
 For I was always there
 And I will always be there
 And it's just so beautiful
 It was eternity
 It's like... I was always there, and I will always be there
 That my existence on earth was just a very brief instant
 I could say that I was peace, I was love, I was the brightness... It was part of me