Rubber And Soul

In my mind I'm crawling on your floor
 Vomiting and defeated
 Total absence of grace
 Your reluctant voice saying
 "You decide your own fate"
 But, I wear rubberbands round my soul
 They keep me from crawling
 And these rubberbands round my soul
 They keep me from falling
 In my repeated dreams
 You stare at me with an empty gaze
 You turn your back on me
 And you search for more intriguing days
 Loathing this
 Controlling this
 Let me get a hold of this
 So, I wear rubberbands round my soul
 They keep me from crawling
 And these rubberbands round my soul
 They keep me from falling
 So, then when you are not in my dreams
 And not in my mind
 But we are at the same place at the same time
 Rubber no longer holds
 The borders of my soul