My Suicide

Cut the eyes out of my head
 
 Tear my tongue out if I speak, if I speak
 Raise up your camera razor lights
 Feed the evil and the weak, feed the weak
 Hear me now, my tongue is in your ear
 The center of your body
 Is the place I hide the fear of loss
 Of suicide
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 Suck the hatred from my mouth
 
 Raise the dead man that you found, that you found
 Silver black mud in my lungs
 Leave me down here, wasted with the useless and the stone
 Leave me now, as I choke and writhe
 But feel my body stuck upon
 The dull and silent knife
 Of my suicide
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 Remove my face from in the mirror
 Sift my hair into the fire
 Mock me for the suffering I fake
 Leave me naked on the carpet, leave my drunken body splayed
 See me now, my broken fingers search your mouth
 For the drugged and senseless words
 That are seducing me back home
 Into my suicide
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 I hate you all for what I've done
 I hate you for the texture and the color of your skin
 I hate your whispered breath upon my neck
 I hate you for your love and I hate you for your sex
 Feel me now, I'm growing in your insides
 The warm feelings that you bring
 Contain the seeds now flowering
 Into my suicide