Terminal Existence

Pressure is building I'm gonna explode
 I can't escape this self destructive mode
 Hang in there it will be OK
 I promise there will be a better day
 I won't let you turn your back
 We will struggle through the days
 I cant watch you check out
 On all the promises that you've made
 I'm there for you all the time
 I wish I could stop you from this better Crime
 (Suicide)
 I forced myself in, I locked myself out
 Now I'm just another face in the crowd
 That's not true you're one of a kind
 Don't let this world pull you behind
 Time are rough
 I think I had enough
 I've got to break from from the world's hand cuffs
 I want wait until the fucking end
 If you wont do it, I'll put a bullet in my head
 Grab my hand for my last breath
 As my tortured soul creates death
 Hang in there it will be OK
 I promise there will be a better day
 The tears in my eyes wont me see
 What my own fucking mind is doing to me
 I wish i could save you
 This needs to stop right now
 But all I can do is ask myself how