Carry Around

I got magic in my head, magic up my nose,
 Magic coming out my fingers, magic crying out my eyes.
 I've got magic everywhere I fucking look.
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 I can't fight it either, I wish I could.
 Step foot down
 Hold him to the ground
 Whine though he may, you've got some bills to pay
 It's all I've ever known it's everything
 Until I say so, you say "so say so."
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 Okay, I've got lots of friends
 In rather dry places
 I've got lots of pills in my pocket
 If you want some, I'd like to share
 With you and everyone that you care about.
 But I don't know what to do for you?
 Do you care
 I don't know what's best for you
 Sick and dying
 I've been spending all my time
 Sleeping of conscious debts
 And licking bags clean of everything I love
 And anything I can carry around
 I'm a restless rat
 Strun up and burnt out.
 Losing my fur to the wind
 Catching looks from baby, white mice
 Bastards in a black weeping vice.
 But sometimes, the sunlight
 It just won't let me cry
 When leaves tickle my arms
 I can't help but let my mouth sing.
 Sing out words of trust
 In a language I still don't comprehend
 What does meaning mend in the end?
 I don't know what to do for you
 I don't know what's best for you
 I don't know what to do for you
 I don't know what's best for you
 But sometimes, the sunlight
 It just won't let me cry
 When leaves tickle my arms
 I can't help but let my mouth sing.
 Sing out words of trust
 In a language I still don't comprehend
 What does meaning mend in the end?
 In the end