Lucky Charms

Same ceiling, different day
 I'm awake so stay on my phone for 14 hours again
 Same lucky charms in the same wall
 Look for rainbows but all the colours just go grey in the end
 Wish I could say, wish I could say
 That this won't last forever
 But every day, but every day
 It never seems to get better
 I hate myself but I don't want to
 I'd ask for help but I'm too strong to
 I got some feelings I've been fighting
 Always hiding the truth
 I hate myself but I don't want to
 Friends say that I'm dramatic, that I'm acting
 Yeah, I'm just looking for attention again
 I never thought that this would happen
 Kinda sad when, when all you got is just a voice in your head
 Wish I could say, wish I could say
 That this won't last forever
 But every day, but every day
 It never seems to get better
 I hate myself but I don't want to
 I'd ask for help but I'm too strong to
 I got some feelings I've been fighting
 Always hiding the truth
 I hate myself but I don't want to
 I hate myself but I don't want to
 I don't wanna live my life like this
 Going through the motion
 I don't wanna live my life like this
 Always feeling broken
 I hate myself but I don't want to
 I'd ask for help but I'm too strong to
 I got some feelings I've been fighting
 Always hiding the truth
 I hate myself but I don't want to
 I hate myself but I don't want to
 I hate myself but I don't want to
 I hate myself but I don't want to