Plate Glass Apology

Excuse me while I go jump through a plate glass window
 Or stop driving in the middle of the road
 My car insurance is expired, enough to set my ass on fire
 I'll just go to bed and deal with it tomorrow
 You broke my heart, I hope you die
 Emptier than how I feel inside
 And when you lay your head to rest at night I hope that you
 Never fall asleep when you think of all the things you do
 I wish I could just hate you, oh
 I wish all of these words I said were true
 Now I'm up at 5am again, writing letters from the demons
 In my head to leave outside your house
 I'm not sure why it is I'm fighting
 The pens ran out, but I kept writing
 And I hope that if you found that letter
 You just threw it out because
 Well, baby, I don't mean the things I say or do
 When I'm mad at you I'm just trying to figure out
 How life goes on without you
 And I hope I die, you broke my heart, stick a needle in my arm
 I know just what I'm running from
 I know that I will tear myself apart
 I wonder if you still have the flowers
 That I brought you at work
 The day you dumped me, hope it wasn't a waste of money
 I hope that you are happy, hope you find everything you ever
 Wanted in your life, I hope you're sleeping well at night
 While I'm trying to figure out if life goes
 On without you, by writing a song about you
 Yeah, I swore I'd never write another song about you
 I'm singing a song about you, singing a song about you
 You broke my heart, I hope you die, emptier than how I feel inside
 And when you lay your head to rest at night I hope that you
 Never fall asleep when you think of all the things you do
 I wish I could just hate you, oh every single word I said I meant
 I hope I die, you broke my heart, stick a needle in my arm
 I know just what I'm running from
 I know that I will tear myself apart