Always

If only you were here
 To hold my head above bloody waters
 We could make it through
 You turned your back on me
 And now I do the same to you
 You made me feel so hollow
 How can the man that you looked up to
 Turn around and say three words
 That hurt more than you'll ever know
 You don't know what it feels like to be in my shoes
 You turned your back on me as I stood there and fell to the floor
 You turned your back on me as I stood there and fell to the floor
 This time there's no reason for me
 To turn around and scream for help
 But if only you were here
 To hold my head above all those things you said to tie me down
 I'm looking for forgiveness for something that I didn't even do
 How can you call yourself an idol
 A person to trust?
 How can I look so high up to you when you're always holding me down?
 How can I look up so high when you're holding me down?