Living In The Past

Mama! Can you hear me ... call your name ...
 Am I to blame?
 The lights are low, The four winds blow ...
 Now! Where do we go?
 Tears in your eyes ... mine full of lies
 My heart cries ... it's time to die!
 I'm livin' in the past, so my doctors say
 I should wake up from my dreams
 But livin' ain't easy in this world today
 When you're surrounded by "terror-screams"
 Officially declared insane
 A number is not a name. A case without cure
 They smile at me sayin' one thing's for sure ...
 You've got to stop livin' in the past
 Sharks in my bed, demons in my head
 Bloody frames hang on the wall
 Fires burning higher I hear the hangman's call
 Voices from behind echo in my mind
 Like an eye-sight to the blind
 I'm trapped I am surrounded
 Afraid I'm falling 'way behind
 They're hunting me
 Ooh, possessing me
 Controlling me ... tellin' me ...
 You are what you are, don't reach out for the stars
 Calm down, turn around, with your face against the bars
 Strangers in my bed music in my head
 My candle's burning low
 If only I could hide in my mother's womb
 'Cause I don't know where to go
 Officially declared insane
 A number is not a name
 A case without a cure
 They smile at me sayin' one thing's sure ...
 You've got to stop livin' - livin' in the past