Torn Between

Pulled both ways, but still suspended
 The worst of each, reduced and blended
 Still suspended, suspended
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 I thought I was stuck between two worlds
 Because I was not willing to let go
 Recklessly pulled both ways
 But somehow still suspended
 The worst of each, reduced and blended
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 But as life unfolded, I realized
 The momentum to drift from side to side
 Came from within, came from inside
 I feel torn between two hearts dying, but I'll trade them in for one
 Broken and exposed, collapsing, so why would I hold on?
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 One heart turned black, the other blue and bruised
 Arms breaking, arms breaking from the dreams
 Dreams shattered, the dreams that I can't reach
 There has to be, there has to be a choice I have not seen
 I feel torn between two hearts dying, but I'll trade them in for one
 Broken and exposed, collapsing, so why would I hold on?
 I feel torn between two hearts dying, but I'll trade them in for one
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 One darkened over time burning away the shame
 Erasing hidden insights I did not want to be seen
 The other was beaten from being exposed
 So it hurt less to never hold it close
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 I feel torn between two hearts dying, but I'll trade them in for one
 Broken and exposed, collapsing, so why would I hold on?
 I feel torn between two hearts dying, but I'll trade them in for one
 So why would I hold on? I'll trade them in for one
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 Neither heart had power to fill my veins
 Or be the source of who I want to be
 Pulled both ways, but still suspended