Not How It's Supposed To Go

Be a good girl, pretty house wife
 Need to have sex every night
 Remove all hair from your body
 But don't you dare cut yourself 'cause
 He might see you bleed
 All these expectations, please
 Hold yourself up to a standard
 For somebody else's needs
 Wipe the tears off of your cheeks
 Yeah, this man should set you free
 But it didn't work for me
 I was filling up my head with those lies
 Tryna tell me everything's fucking fine
 I wanted love, you know I wanted it so right
 Oh, now I know that's not how it's supposed to go
 I made a wish into a fallen eyelash
 It flew away, and so I took my life back
 I wanted love, you know I wanted it so bad
 Oh, now I know that's not how it's supposed to go
 Setting small fires, little tantrums
 Break the dry wall with your fist
 I'll tell myself that this is normal
 Just a bandage on my hand 'cause
 He might see you bleed
 All these expectations please
 Hold yourself up to a standard
 For somebody else's needs
 Wipe the tears off of your cheeks
 Yeah, this man should set you free
 But it didn't work for me
 I was filling up my head with those lies
 Tryna tell me everything's fucking fine
 I wanted love, you know I wanted it so right
 Oh, now I know that's not how it's supposed to go
 I made a wish into a fallen eyelash
 It flew away, and so I took my life back
 I wanted love, you know I wanted it so bad
 Oh, now I know that's not how it's supposed to go
 Oh no, oh no
 ♪
 La la la la la la la la la
 La la la la la la la la la
 I wanted love, you know I wanted it so bad
 Oh, I was filling up my head with those lies
 Tryna tell me everything's fucking fine
 I wanted love, you know I wanted it so right
 Oh, now I know that's not how it's supposed to go
 I made a wish into a fallen eyelash
 It flew away, and so I took my life back
 I wanted love, you know I wanted it so bad
 Oh, now I know that's not how it's supposed to go