Love Engineer

I can't tell if it's raining outside
 Or if that sound's the air conditioning turned way up on high
 It's raining in my heart and that, I know
 Cause I'm not with you
 I can't see the colors through the black and white
 I can't tell where my thoughts begin, these days, they all collide
 Now, I can think too much and that, I know
 Cause I'm not with you
 My body hasn't slept that much in four long days
 Is it everything you are? Am I too far away?
 I'm alive but I'm dying inside
 Watching time, like my tears, run me dry
 If there's a love engineer
 I could use a little steering tonight
 I can't point the moon out for the stars
 But I can put my finger in this hole in my heart
 I can't tell you all the things that I want to
 Cause I'm not with you
 And my body hasn't slept that much in four long days
 Is it everything you are? Am I too far away?
 Cause I'm alive but I'm dying inside
 Watching time, like my tears, run me dry
 If there's a love engineer
 I could use a little steering tonight
 When I'm watching lovers, I try to laugh while I'm crying
 I can't tell my mother that I've lost so much pride trying
 She'd say if I don't know myself without you
 I'm better off without you
 And but my body hasn't slept that much in four long days
 Is it everything you are? Am I too far away?
 Cause I'm alive but I'm dying inside
 Watching time, like my tears, run me dry
 If there's a love engineer
 I could use a little steering tonight