Jordan

Living like animals with no real shame
 Like creatures that exist but God didn't create
 My body speaks to me and I understand
 It makes me say to it, "your wish is my command."
 Like feeling tired but wanting to stay awake
 Like spending money to cover up a mistake
 Like running fast but always taking long breaks
 Just like the feelings that she said she didn't fake
 I want to see the best version of me
 The me that I know is not my friend at all
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 A man can trust himself to spend his life away
 Trust himself to drink 'till there's a smile on his face
 A drink can trust a man to have another sip
 A man can trust a sip to stop his trembling lips
 Like reading half and never open it again
 Like saying I was there when I ain't ever been
 Like how I feel about the way God taunts
 The same is the way I give my body what it wants
 I want to see the way I want to see
 And I'm all alone
 I'm not my friend at all
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 I'm dead to me
 I'm just a body
 Is a man really alive if he can't control his own life?