Five Vicodin Chased With A Shot Of Clarity

After all this time of asking questions of trying to find
 Something to quiet this soul, I'm left alone within my mind
 Into this self-made hell I dwell, it's not as hot as you think
 More so dark and cold, with no room to breathe
 I'm sorry, I don't think it's going to be okay this time
 My heart has skipped its final beat
 It's beating me down onto the floor
 That must mean that the pills are working
 The glass isn't half empty this time
 I smashed it on the ground a long long time ago
 It shattered when it fell and I broke the pieces
 Each shard's another reason another way to give up
 This skin is so tight, so tight
 That the air, the air can't reach my brain, my brain
 There is nothing telling my heart to beat any faster
 To let me scream for help
 I'm sorry, I don't think it's going to be okay this time
 My heart has skipped its final beat
 It's beating me down onto the floor
 That must mean that the pills are working
 The glass isn't half empty this time
 I smashed it on the ground a long long time ago
 It shattered when it fell and I broke the pieces
 Each shard's another reason another way to give up
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 I will never give up
 I will never take the easy way out
 I will never give up
 I will never take the easy way out
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 Come on
 The glass isn't half empty this time
 I smashed it on the ground a long long time ago
 It shattered when it fell and I broke to pieces
 Each shard's another reason, another way to give up
 This is, this is life
 This is, this is struggle
 This is, this is love
 This is, this is war
 This is, this is life
 This is, this is struggle
 This is, this is love
 This is, this is war