Spirit Breaker

Staring at the walls to pass the time
 (Pinch myself, make sure I'm still alive)
 I'm not alright, it's become a disguise
 (Friends and family, I'm losing all ties)
 Staring at the walls to pass the time
 (Pinch myself, make sure I'm still alive)
 I've been here before, I will survive
 (Another month under gray skies)
 (Another month under these gray skies)
 I'm holding on as tight as I can
 The monotony never seems to end
 Every day feels the same
 Every day I think about the place I'd rather be than here
 I've been here before, I will survive
 Another month under these gray skies
 I've been here before, I will survive
 Another month under these gray skies
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 We've carried each other through and over the seas
 Overseas
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 We live for nights like this
 The ones we won't forget
 Forever remembered
 We live for nights like this
 The ones we won't forget
 Forever remembered
 I hope to open my eyes to see this picture
 I'm throwing it all away
 I hope to open my eyes
 To see this moment
 That I should treasure forever
 Staring at the walls to pass the time
 (Pinch myself, make sure I'm still alive)
 I'm not alright, it's become a disguise
 (Friends and family, I'm losing all ties)
 I'm holding on as tight as I can
 (Coming home, I don't know when)
 I'm holding on as tight as I can, I swear (I swear)
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 My dearest love, I woke up tired today
 Even more so than yesterday
 How that's possible, I don't even know
 Nor do I want to
 It's hard to find the motivation when you are this drained
 My body aches but I'm used to feeling this way
 Seventeen down, seventeen to go
 That's not so bad, right?
 I think of home often and of you even more
 Yesterday I saw the sun shining
 It appeared for a few minutes just after two
 For a moment I found myself smiling
 As if those short rays of light were enough to get me by
 Maybe that was enough
 Thank God, I needed that
 For a moment I found myself smiling
 As if those short rays of light were enough to get me by
 Maybe that was enough
 Thank God, I surely needed that
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 I surely needed that
 
 Thank God, I surely needed that