My Hallelujah

You always disappoint me
 You do it all the time
 Can't you see from my face?
 I'm the bluest blue you'll ever see
 It's never been my full intention
 To have you 'round 24-7
 But for once, could you pretty please
 Not run out on me?
 I don't know what you're hunting
 It's not me, it's something else
 And I can't deny
 That I am hurting
 I know it's never-ever
 With us, we're not forever
 You won't be for me
 My hallelujah
 In the middle of the night
 Did you think I'd be alone
 Waiting patiently for you to come home?
 I'm not the waiting kind
 You can't ruin my mind
 I'll find somebody else to call mine
 Can't emphasise enough how hard it's been
 To know the one you love resents you
 It's a sad sorry state of affairs we got going on
 The way we work is masochistic
 And all I want to do is fix it
 This kind of love never lasts
 If it does, it will kill you
 Thought I'd found a new religion
 In you, who was I kidding?
 There's nowhere to go
 Except for under
 Quarantine, all of my spite
 It hurts too much to fight
 You'll never be for me
 My hallelujah
 In the middle of the night
 Did you think I'd be alone
 Waiting patiently for you to come home?
 I'm not the waiting kind
 You can't ruin my mind
 I'll find somebody else to call mine
 In the middle of the night
 Did you think I'd be alone
 Waiting patiently for you to come home?
 I'm not the waiting kind
 You can't ruin my mind
 I'll find somebody else to call mine
 You raise me up, you bring me down
 You throw my body to the ground
 You stampede over me so freely
 And in the triumphs of a day
 Where I think everything's OK
 You look at me so insincerely
 And in the mirror staring back at me, stupidity
 I've always been a sucker for your cruelty
 I've had a word with myself
 And for the sake of my health
 I'll no longer mend the unfixable
 In the middle of the night
 Did you think I'd be alone
 Waiting patiently for you to come home?
 I'm not the waiting kind
 You can't ruin my mind
 I'll find somebody else to call mine
 In the middle of the night
 Did you think I'd be alone
 Waiting patiently for you to come home?
 I'm not the waiting kind
 You can't ruin my mind
 I'll find somebody else to call mine
 (I'm not the waiting kind)
 (You can't ruin my mind)
 (I'm not the waiting kind)
 To call mine
 (I'm not the waiting kind)
 (The waiting kind)
 (The waiting kind)
 To call mine
 (I'm not the waiting kind)
 (You can't ruin my mind)
 (I'm not the waiting kind)
 To call mine
 (I'm not the waiting kind)
 (The waiting kind)
 (The waiting kind)