Lining Them Up

I can handle this like I've handled this
 It's the same thing I've been doing all along
 This is how it is
 So just deal with it
 It's the same thing I've been doing all along
 And it kills me
 And it thrills me
 How fucked up I can get
 And I'm still asking, "Why?"
 For your troubles and for mine
 For my secrets, for my lies
 Forget it
 Go on, line them up again
 Go
 I can't live with this, like I've lived with this
 It's the same thing I've been doing all along
 And I'm sorry
 I'm so sorry
 It's the same thing I've been doing all along
 And I mean it
 And I need it
 So fucked up I forget and I'm still asking, "Why?"
 For the anger for the hate
 For the catch and for the bait
 Forget it
 Go on, line them up again
 For the truth and the deceit
 For the guilt and the relief
 Forget it
 Go on, line them up again
 Each night for me, it's the same dream repeated
 That I'm someone good, doing what I should
 Then I wake up wishing I could stay asleep
 For the want and for the hope
 For the anchor and the rope
 Forget it
 Go on, line them up again
 For the madness and the shame
 For the worry for the pain
 Forget it
 Go on, line them up again
 Oh God forgive me
 (I'll line them up and You throw 'em down)
 Forget it, please don't line them up again
 (I'll line them up and You throw 'em down)
 Oh God forgive me
 (I'll line them up and You throw 'em down)
 Forget it
 Please don't line them up again