Despised

Regret that haunts you each and every day
 You won't forget it eats away at you like a disease
 Infecting you
 Strangling tight around your neck
 Constricts every breath
 There's no coming back
 You're despised, you search for answers that won't come
 You're despised, there's no forgetting what you've done
 You're despised, it rots away inside of you
 You're despised, tearing you apart from the inside out
 Disgraced you take refuge inside the hate
 Left to decay I am a piece of human waste
 I can't take back all of the stones I've thrown
 I still would not take back what I have done
 It is too easy to throw blame when there's so much there to throw
 Why do my decision hunt me like a demon in the shadows
 There is no need for a scapegoat when we are all to blame
 I'm tired of saying the same things over and over again