Existing In A Crisis (Evelyn)

I'm so tired of the stupid games you play
 If I sat outside would you come watch me wait?
 If I had a gun and shot it at your face
 Would you promise not to get out of the way?
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 If you happen to be able to avoid
 My first attack I'll put a knife against your throat
 And cut an inch for every time I lost my self-control
 When you made me do the things I did at night when I got home
 But I thought you'd change
 Realize that today, today
 Evelyn, I know you lied, but I'll tell you that
 I'm alive for the first time
 And I'm beggin' you to leave me now
 Beggin' you to stay away from me
 I know you lied, but I'll tell you that
 I'm alive for the first time
 And I'm beggin' you to leave me now
 Beggin' you to die painfully
 So painfully
 So this brings us to the backup of my plan
 Maybe I'll just have to strangle you with my bare hands
 Then you'll have to adhere to my demands
 And occupy a shallow grave, as shallow as you are
 But I thought they'd change
 And things just stayed the same, the same
 Evelyn, I know you lied but I'd tell you that
 I'm alive for the first time
 And I'm beggin' you to leave me now
 Beggin' you to stay away from me
 I know you lied, but I'll tell you that
 I'm alive for the first time
 And I'm beggin' you to leave me now
 Beggin' you to die
 Sometimes content leads, leads to stagnance
 And stagnance leads to contempt
 Contempt leads to the present
 Sometimes content leads, leads to stagnance
 And stagnance leads to contempt
 Contempt leads to the present
 But I thought you'd change
 And things just stayed the same, the same
 Evelyn, I know you lied but I'll tell you that
 I'm alive for the first time
 And I'm beggin' you to leave me now
 Beggin' you to stay away from me
 I know you lied, but I'd tell you that
 I'm alive for the first time
 And I'm beggin' you to leave me now
 Beggin' you to die
 Evelyn, I know you lied
 But I'd tell you that I'm alive for the first time
 And I'm beggin' you to leave me now
 Beggin' you to stay away from me
 I know you lied
 But I'll tell you that I'm alive for the first time
 And I'm beggin' you to leave me now
 Beggin' you to stay away from me