On My Own

I've been talking to the voice in my head, making me second guess
 Making me think I'm not good enough,
 Making me think I'm not like the rest
 I got everything that I wanted, but lately I'm feeling so empty
 I never would think about stopping,
 But lately it's feeling so tempting
 Drowning in all of my fear, drowning in all of my problems
 Everyone thinking I'm perfect, really I think that I'm falling
 I know I got millions of plays, but wonder if music my calling
 But I've been working too long, now I just feel like I'm all in
 Gotta wait it out, gotta make it out, going through phases
 My anger, I take it out all on my bank account, spending like crazy
 Nobody told me that it would all end up just being this way
 I'm keeping my head up, I know that I'm gonna see better days
 Right place, right time, but I'm not fine
 I just hold it all in my mind
 I know one day that I'ma shine
 But 'til then I feel like I'm on my own
 Feeling like I'm on my own
 Feeling like I'm all alone
 Waiting 'til that feeling gone
 But I've been waiting way too long
 Got what I wanted, but I need something
 Every night just to slow my mind
 Feeling like I'm on my own
 Feeling like I'm all alone
 I know that it's bigger than me, know that they checking on me
 When they be going through struggles I know that they listen to me
 Tryna help 'em hold it all together when they falling apart
 I'm thinking way back to the start
 The reason I got into music and all that I wanted
 Was helping out people and keeping it honest
 I can't let it go, can't let it stop me no more
 Built it all up from the floor
 They gon' talk about me when I'm gone
 I can't leave 'em all without giving 'em more
 What they gonna think about me if I settle down
 And never finish giving my story
 I don't wanna look back in time
 Thinking 'bout the shine that was meant to be for me
 Gotta get it while I can
 I gotta stick to the plan
 I gotta help out my fam
 I got a lot on my shoulders
 But it can't be changing the man that I am
 Know that I'm meant to do bigger things
 On a bigger level living bigger dreams
 Hard times but I gotta grind
 'Til the day I die I'm making history
 Right place, right time, but I'm not fine
 I just hold it all in my mind
 I know one day that I'ma shine
 But 'til then I feel like I'm on my own
 Feeling like I'm on my own
 Feeling like I'm all alone
 Waiting 'til that feeling gone
 But I've been waiting way too long
 Got what I wanted, but I need something
 Every night just to slow my mind
 Feeling like I'm on my own
 Feeling like I'm all alone
 
 I've been talking to the voice in my head, making me second guess
 Making me think I'm not good enough,
 Making me think I'm not like the rest
 I got everything that I wanted, but lately I'm feeling so empty
 I never would think about stopping,
 But lately it's feeling so tempting
 Drowning in all of my fear, drowning in all of my problems
 Everyone thinking I'm perfect, really I think that I'm falling
 I know I got millions of plays, but wonder if music my calling
 But I've been working too long, now I just feel like I'm all in
 Gotta wait it out, gotta make it out, going through phases
 My anger, I take it out all on my bank account, spending like crazy
 Nobody told me that it would all end up just being this way
 I'm keeping my head up, I know that I'm gonna see better days
 Right place, right time, but I'm not fine
 I just hold it all in my mind
 I know one day that I'ma shine
 But 'til then I feel like I'm on my own
 Feeling like I'm on my own
 Feeling like I'm all alone
 Waiting 'til that feeling gone
 But I've been waiting way too long
 Got what I wanted, but I need something
 Every night just to slow my mind
 Feeling like I'm on my own
 Feeling like I'm all alone
 I know that it's bigger than me, know that they checking on me
 When they be going through struggles I know that they listen to me
 Tryna help 'em hold it all together when they falling apart
 I'm thinking way back to the start
 The reason I got into music and all that I wanted
 Was helping out people and keeping it honest
 I can't let it go, can't let it stop me no more
 Built it all up from the floor
 They gon' talk about me when I'm gone
 I can't leave 'em all without giving 'em more
 What they gonna think about me if I settle down
 And never finish giving my story
 I don't wanna look back in time
 Thinking 'bout the shine that was meant to be for me
 Gotta get it while I can
 I gotta stick to the plan
 I gotta help out my fam
 I got a lot on my shoulders
 But it can't be changing the man that I am
 Know that I'm meant to do bigger things
 On a bigger level living bigger dreams
 Hard times but I gotta grind
 'Til the day I die I'm making history
 Right place, right time, but I'm not fine
 I just hold it all in my mind
 I know one day that I'ma shine
 But 'til then I feel like I'm on my own
 Feeling like I'm on my own
 Feeling like I'm all alone
 Waiting 'til that feeling gone
 But I've been waiting way too long
 Got what I wanted, but I need something
 Every night just to slow my mind
 Feeling like I'm on my own
 Feeling like I'm all alone
 
 I've been talking to the voice in my head, making me second guess
 Making me think I'm not good enough,
 Making me think I'm not like the rest
 I got everything that I wanted, but lately I'm feeling so empty
 I never would think about stopping,
 But lately it's feeling so tempting
 Drowning in all of my fear, drowning in all of my problems
 Everyone thinking I'm perfect, really I think that I'm falling
 I know I got millions of plays, but wonder if music my calling
 But I've been working too long, now I just feel like I'm all in
 Gotta wait it out, gotta make it out, going through phases
 My anger, I take it out all on my bank account, spending like crazy
 Nobody told me that it would all end up just being this way
 I'm keeping my head up, I know that I'm gonna see better days
 Right place, right time, but I'm not fine
 I just hold it all in my mind
 I know one day that I'ma shine
 But 'til then I feel like I'm on my own
 Feeling like I'm on my own
 Feeling like I'm all alone
 Waiting 'til that feeling gone
 But I've been waiting way too long
 Got what I wanted, but I need something
 Every night just to slow my mind
 Feeling like I'm on my own
 Feeling like I'm all alone
 I know that it's bigger than me, know that they checking on me
 When they be going through struggles I know that they listen to me
 Tryna help 'em hold it all together when they falling apart
 I'm thinking way back to the start
 The reason I got into music and all that I wanted
 Was helping out people and keeping it honest
 I can't let it go, can't let it stop me no more
 Built it all up from the floor
 They gon' talk about me when I'm gone
 I can't leave 'em all without giving 'em more
 What they gonna think about me if I settle down
 And never finish giving my story
 I don't wanna look back in time
 Thinking 'bout the shine that was meant to be for me
 Gotta get it while I can
 I gotta stick to the plan
 I gotta help out my fam
 I got a lot on my shoulders
 But it can't be changing the man that I am
 Know that I'm meant to do bigger things
 On a bigger level living bigger dreams
 Hard times but I gotta grind
 'Til the day I die I'm making history
 Right place, right time, but I'm not fine
 I just hold it all in my mind
 I know one day that I'ma shine
 But 'til then I feel like I'm on my own
 Feeling like I'm on my own
 Feeling like I'm all alone
 Waiting 'til that feeling gone
 But I've been waiting way too long
 Got what I wanted, but I need something
 Every night just to slow my mind
 Feeling like I'm on my own
 Feeling like I'm all alone