I Don't Think I'm Okay

I ain't seen my mama in a little bit over a year
 
 And even when I see her, I know she knows that it isn't me here
 'Cause I'm always in the clouds, somewhere up in space
 I just hope that I could hug her before it gets way too late, late
 My friends just looking for a call, they wanna say hi
 They wonder if the person they knew's still inside
 Seems so simple, it's really so hard
 Ooh, I don't think I'm okay
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 Ooh, I don't think I'm okay, 'kay
 It feels so good to say
 I, I don't think I'm okay
 And that's okay
 
 Time is moving faster, it isn't slowing down
 I miss being a kid
 I miss the way the thunder sounds, sounds
 Ooh, maybe it's my dream that killed my self esteem
 Got so good at being someone else
 Maybe I lost myself
 In the search of your acceptance
 But when they're looking for a call, they wanna say hi
 They wonder if the person they knew's still inside
 Seems so simple, it's really so hard
 But I don't want nobody to see my ugly heart
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 To see my ugly scars
 Ooh, I don't think I'm okay
 Ooh, I don't think I'm okay, 'kay
 It feels so good to say
 I, I don't think I'm okay
 And that's okay