Suicide Rebellion

Scale the walls of hopelessness
 Lungs breath blackened tar
 Abusive instinct takes control
 No more hope left under darkened star
 Staring down a bottomless pit
 No escape, no way out
 The only way through is down
 Cannot speak, cannot move
 Inarticulate, we drown
 Failure's asexual breed
 Life of swine become disease
 Better and twisted inside
 Worship my god of fear
 Face the facts, everything dies in the end
 Always brave on the outside
 Smiling in the face of despair
 Blood courses through constricted veins
 Silent screams, gasping for air
 Burning blade enters prepared skin
 Crimson life flows from within
 Welcoming releasing blood
 Rivers deep to the desperate sea
 Flow...
 Yet choices made are not reversed
 Persistence in the face of nothingness
 Courage to endure despair
 Survive, revenge, redress
 Floods of blood wash nothing clean
 Begin within on the path to redeem
 Locking back at a beleaguered past
 Something inside changed
 So much time ahead
 So much that can be done
 Speaking words in unknown tongues
 Presaging armageddon's son
 Pressure building up inside
 Something has no give
 Vanquish all fear, nowhere to hide
 Become the master, choose to live
 I choose to damn well live!
 Never more to be trodden down
 Before noone to kneel
 Heart, once frozen, trapped in ice
 Now boiling molten steel!
 Highest self to vindicate
 All cause of doubt to eradicate
 Seize control, force mental state
 Seconds counting down to detonate
 Return to those who would oppress
 The way of advance lies through regress
 Old enemies made to feel violent caress
 Pay it all back with interest
 At last, it seems, a return to peace
 Destructive urges finally cease
 There's still anger, but now it's part of me
 I'll never die so easily!