Painted Red

Eyes open, wide open
 I'm floatin'
 Away from you
 Everywhere I step
 I'm haunted by
 Your silhouette
 I get these flashbacks
 That make me weak
 I grab a polaroid
 Just to get some relief
 I'm so gone
 Fingernails in my palms
 I turn my back to the calm
 And disappear in the fog
 I play every word
 She said
 Back and forward
 In my head
 Wild white roses
 Painted red
 Why keep living
 If I'm dead
 If I'm dead, red, lemme restart
 Lemme take apart this
 Riddle in your heart
 I can't solve it, can't fix it
 Dark cloud below me
 Keeps me lifted, huh
 Spiderwebs 'round my mind
 Bitch I'm stuck (stuck)
 Can't get up, yeah
 Spiderwebs 'round my eyes
 Bitch I'm blind so blind
 I try to turn the switch off
 (Switch off, switch off)
 But it stays on
 I been writin' on this
 Loose leaf for some days long
 Yeah, Tryna' put it all together
 Pen hits the paper but it
 Stops before the letters cause I'm
 Choking caught me lacking
 'Bout to pass out, see my white flag
 And she wonder why I tap out, aye
 Yeah she wonder why it's black out
 Everytime she come around the
 Sun decide to back down
 When it all
 (When it all)
 When it all falls down
 (Falls down)
 Will you lay with me (me)
 When they call
 (When they call)
 When they call me south
 (Me south)
 Will you wait for me
 (Wait for me)
 I play every word
 She said
 Back and forward
 In my head
 Wild white roses
 Painted red
 Why keep living
 If I'm dead