Sailor Boy

As lover, I'm shit. She's always known it.
 She craves confusion, I aid her delusion.
 The sailor boy, her sailor boy.
 A junkie's eyes, handsome and thin.
 Ropes blows and whips, oh I bound her within.
 Oh - oh.
 It's funny, it's funny, it's funny I say.
 How insecurity works out this way.
 The bigger my sins, more she wants me.
 The bigger my lies, more she gives to me.
 I choose when I hurt her, I choose when she smiles.
 There's annihilation here, the love I defile.
 I lose my need for her, lose my feelings.
 Lose myself in this puddle of drugs.
 In our ship, she patches the holes.
 I hit her when she needs me to, she keeps control.
 Thought I was on top, but I see I'm below.
 Thought I was captain, she stows me in hold.
 Now I cannot get this collar off of my neck.
 Now I cannot abandon this wreck.