Friend Was Your Name

I'm taking a look
 Back at the mess
 The stains
 The smell
 But now is the test
 Rebuild the trust
 Of my friends that are left
 Think i'll be back
 I wouldn't hold your breath
 For everything
 You've done
 I stand stronger
 As the man that i've become
 And i won't pretend
 Were blood
 Hard earned lessons
 When you hurt
 Hurt the ones you love
 My hands are tied for once
 Only through Him
 Forgiveness for all of the wrong that you've done
 It would've hurt a lot worse
 When you ripped my heart from my chest
 If i wasn't already dead from the knife in my back
 Friend was the name
 That you lost when your face changed
 All this was insecurity
 Your part defiling me
 Friendships were born
 Friendships will die
 But in between
 Were the lies
 So close to you
 So far from new
 We've all seen you
 Can't believe we're through
 Find a sucker you can leech on to