Cold Hearted

(feat. Miguel Jontel)
 life is cold
 cold is pain
 pain is growth
 and EVERY SEED THAT GROWS sees rain
 and the rain gon' come it aint nothing new
 but when its done the sun shining through
 I was cold hearted and young, a dumb kid with a gun
 Cause fun days don't last, the last nigga to laugh
 So rap fell on my tongue, numb feelings remain
 And pain comes and it goes
 But my wounds shows the room where my pops beat my moms
 Moms screamin' for help, myself hot as a sun
 Cold hearted and young, a dumb kid with a gun
 That I got from my pops top drawer
 When he left my momma twice in a week
 My momma lifeless and weak, spendin' her nights in the sheets
 With seed killer number (one)
 Seed killer number (two)
 Seed killer number (three)
 Got heat from the newborns scorned brother
 Blu black hearted and young
 Raps fell off his tongue
 Numb feelings remain
 The pain comes and it goes
 But my wounds show the tomb that now shelters my boy
 My boy needed my help, myself not in the game
 The game heartless and young
 Dumb niggas with guns cause fun days don't last
 The last nigga that blast got shots all in his back
 Wrath fell on his soul but in my soul he remains
 Pain comes and it goes
 But my wounds show the moon shining off of his blood
 His blood ran through his moms
 His moms ran outside
 5 niggas with guns
 Seed killer number (one)
 Seed killer number (two)
 Seed killer number (three)
 Pulled the heat and he was through
 Threw dirt on his casket his mom wore a mask it
 Still couldn't hide tears years pass her son
 Numb feelings remain
 Pain comes and it goes
 But my wounds show the groom that still married my mom
 My mom still had a son
 Dumb kid with a gun, that I got from my pops
 Top drawer when he left
 My momma fightin' for years
 My momma fightin' her tears
 Now she gotta explain the game of her life to her son
 But the sun still shines
 Nine children and a newborn scorn brother two
 Blu, life isn't young
 Dumb kid with a tongue, that I got from Hip Hop
 But she left me for you, so I'm a give her to you
 Cold hearted and young