The Question

What waits for me?
 I dread the knowledge but still it hangs
 Overhead, underneath
 Were we wrong all along?
 What the fuck does this mean?
 Our ego and our fear makes us think
 We're worth a shit
 But when we shut our eyes and lose consciousness
 It will be nothing
 We will fear nothing
 And feel nothing
 So many questions that will never come to light (Come to light)
 Lives gone for no purpose, I have to fight
 This feeling, this fear has to end
 We're nearing the edge all the same
 No movement, depleted
 No breathing
 A soul or just soil?
 Do we go nowhere at all?
 I try to let go, I get caught on the vines
 Of fear in my mind, strands of panic inside
 A vile pain that could never hurt enough
 My days are in fast forward
 And at a stand still
 I'm stuck, it's all repetition
 The question remains
 Tighten the vice
 Keep hold of your uncertainty
 Life, what does it mean?
 Under the knife, bleed
 Mountains of bones
 Blood seeps into the earth and regrows
 What waits for me?
 I dread the knowledge but still it hangs
 Overhead, underneath
 Were we wrong all along?
 What the fuck does this mean?
 Death takes us all
 Death takes us all
 Give me the evidence of something to believe in
 No more childish made up bullshit
 I'll just put it to rest
 And close my eyes knowing that there's fucking nothing
 After I die will anyone actually care
 Or am I just fucking wasting my time?
 I want to believe that I'll see you again
 I don't want to lose control and fade away
 I fear the stories of a light calling out my name
 What waits for me?
 I dread the knowledge
 But still it hangs over me
 Death takes us all
 It will be nothing