Finally Being Honest With Myself

My life has been a ticket i got straight to hell
 in time i know i will feel better about myself
 in time there will be a thousand more books on my shelf
 finally being honest with myself
 all this time together
 we spent when things were better
 and i wanted to forget her but not that bad
 i never meant it x4
 all this time in life
 we spent when things were fine
 and i wanted to remind, but not that bad
 i never meant it x4
 my time is growing shorter and shorter by the day
 in time i will go hijack all of santa's sleighs
 in time there will be thousand more books on my shelf
 finally being honest with myself
 all this time together
 we spent when things were better
 and i wanted to forget her but not that bad
 i never meant it x4
 all this time in life
 we spent when things were fine
 and i wanted to remind, but not that bad
 i never meant it x4
 all this time together
 we spent when things were better
 and i wanted to remember but not that bad
 i never meant it x4
 all this time in life
 we spent when things were fine
 and i wanted to remind, but not that bad
 i never meant it x4
 no, no
 no I never meant it
 no