Apex

Yep, okay, I was a little bit fired up
 Is losing heart just part of the game?
 It's somethin' I'd been thinking 'bout right
 I'm at opposite end
 Just an amateur diver
 Was in over my head this time
 But I'm stripping it down to size
 It was a reckoning I found
 It wasn't up to me
 And in the chaos, I got crowned
 As some bizarre believer
 I know that nothing can take this away from me
 But it's such a long way, I'm covered in scars, I guess I got tired
 Somewhere out on the way
 I'm at the apex, I'm in the strangest love of my life
 I'm at the apex, or at least some version of my own insight
 I lay down my hand, I'm a soldier now
 It's not all that bad, how could you understand?
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 And you always said that's life
 To want such favoring
 But then you never had felt that way
 And though there's nothing that takes this away from me
 It's such a long time, I'm covered in scars, I guess I got tired
 Somewhere out on the way
 I'm at the apex, I'm in the strangest love of my life
 I'm at the apex, or at least some version of my own
 Insight
 I lay down my hand, I'm a soldier now
 It's not all that bad, how could you understand?
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 (How could you understand?)
 (How could you understand?)
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 I know that nothing can take this away from me
 
 (How could you understand?)
 I know that nothing can take this away from me
 But it's such a long way, I'm covered in scars