Suck on Light

I didn't even try to stand
 My world was on fire now and there was nothing I could do
 Nothing I could say
 To persuade the wrongs to right themselves
 I was swinging hard now just upon the edge of virtue
 Move back again move back
 I was in a real dire state
 I was in the most awkward of ways
 With my head against the earth, I tried just to find peace
 Of a mind undone
 A mind undone
 Now I'm moving with a quiet ease
 Something inside me is changing
 It's stirring all the life in me
 Oh baby
 Because there's only so much weight you can bare alright
 When you're walking on ice
 Now I'm doing it all wrong, but it feels so right
 It's a sober sight
 Your knuckles bared and white
 It's the flicker on the front line from a candle light
 It's the appetite
 You gotta suck on light
 And stand ya ground
 So sue me I
 Had a change of heart
 I used to think that
 I could justify the waste of time
 Its only mine
 But I'm yet to find a vivid life without it
 Now I'm moving through a lighter breeze
 And something inside me is changing
 It's strange how all the colours bleed
 Oh baby
 Cos a rolling stone can pick up some pace alright
 When the a mountains this high
 Now I'm doing it all wrong but it feels so right
 Now I'm moving with a quiet ease
 Something inside me is changing
 It's stirring all the life in me
 Oh baby
 Now I'm moving through a lighter breeze
 And something inside me is changing
 It's strange how all the colours bleed
 Oh baby
 I was in a real dire state
 I was in the most awkward of ways
 With my head against the earth, I tried just to find peace
 And I found some
 Hell I found some