I've Been Eating (For You)

So I'm just a medicine
 You take when you're sick
 You get well and that's it
 I'm put back
 On the shelf in your mirror
 And it isn't exceptional
 The course of our fate
 'Cause people love and they hate
 And I guess
 It's just our turn to hate
 Yeah, you were just some song I wrote
 A poem on a page
 A sculpture I made
 Out of clay
 Desire was the flame
 But now you're more of a basketball
 Boys just pass you around
 They bounce you hard on the ground
 And dribble
 Then we all get high 5's
 And you think I'm an asshole now
 Well, you're probably right
 But at least I'm not blind to the fact
 I've been wishing were lies
 But still I hope you get everything
 That you care to possess
 And unbelievable sex
 With him
 Or any one of my friends
 But just don't ask about my appetite
 I didn't lose it tonight
 It's been gone half my life
 It's just I
 I've been eating for you