If Winter Ends

I dreamt of a fever
 One that would cure me of this cold, winter-set heart
 With heat to melt these frozen tears burned with reasons as to carry on
 Into these twisted months I plunge without a light to follow
 But I swear that I would follow anything
 Just get me out of here
 But you get six months to adapt
 And you get two more to leave town
 And in the event that you do adapt
 We still might not want you around
 But I fell for the promise of a life with a purpose
 But I know that that's impossible now
 And so I drink to stay warm and to kill selected memories
 Cause I just can't think anymore about that
 Or about her tonight
 And I give myself three days to feel better or else I
 Swear I'll drive right off a fucking cliff
 Because if I can't learn to make myself feel better
 How can I expect anyone else to give a shit?
 And I scream for the sunlight
 Or a car to take me anywhere
 Just get me passed this dead and eternal snow
 Cause I swear that I'm dying
 Slowly, but it's happening
 And if the perfect spring is waiting somewhere
 Just take me
 there
 Just take me there
 Just take me there
 And say and lie to me and say and lie to me and say
 It's gonna be alright
 It's gonna be alright
 It's gonna be alright
 It's gonna be alright
 It's gonna be alright
 It's gonna be alright
 It's gonna be alright
 It's gonna be alright
 It's gonna be alright