Lover I Don't Have To Love

I picked you out
 Of a crowd and talked to you
 Said I liked your shoes
 You said, "Thanks, can I follow you?"
 So it's up the stairs
 And out of view, no prying eyes
 I poured some wine
 I asked your name, you asked the time
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 Now it's two o'clock
 The club is closed, we're up the block
 Your hands on me
 Pressing hard against your jeans
 Your tongue in my mouth
 Trying to keep the words from coming out
 You didn't care to know
 Who else may have been you before
 
 I want a lover I don't have to love
 I want a girl who's too sad to give a fuck
 Where is the kid with the chemicals?
 I thought he said to meet him here, but I'm not sure
 I've got the money if you've got the time
 He said, "It feels good," I said, "I'll give it a try"
 Then my mind went dark
 We both forgot where your car was parked
 Let's just take the train
 I'll meet up with the band in the morning
 Bad actors with bad habits
 Some sad singers, they just play tragic
 And the phone's ringing, and the van's leaving
 Let's just keep touching, let's just keep, keep singing
 
 I want a lover I don't have to love
 I want a boy who's so drunk, he doesn't talk
 Where is the kid with the chemicals?
 I've got a hunger and I can't seem to get full
 I need some meaning I can memorize
 The kind I have always seems to slip my mind
 But you, but you
 You write such pretty words
 But life's no storybook
 Love's an excuse to get hurt, and to hurt
 Do you like to hurt? I do, I do
 Then hurt me, then hurt me
 Then hurt me, then hurt me
 Then hurt me, then hurt me
 Then hurt me, then hurt me
 Then hurt me, then hurt me