Nothing Gets Crossed Out

Well, the future's got me worried, such awful thoughts
 My head's a carousel of pictures, the spinning never stops
 I just want someone to walk in front
 And I'll follow the leader
 Like when I fell under the weight of a schoolboy crush
 Started carrying her books and doing lots of drugs
 I almost forgot who I was
 But I came to my senses
 Now I'm trying to be assertive, I'm making plans
 Gonna rise to the occasion, yeah, meet all their demands
 But all I do is just lay in bed
 And hide under the covers
 Yeah, I know I should be brave
 But I'm just too afraid of all this change
 And it's too hard to focus through all this doubt
 I keep making these to-do lists but nothing gets crossed out
 Working on the record seems pointless now
 When the world ends who's gonna hear it?
 But I'm trying to take some comfort in written words
 Yeah, Tim, I heard your album and it's better than good
 When you get off tour I think we should
 Hang and black out together
 'Cause I been feeling sentimental for days gone by
 All the summers singing, drinking, laughing, wasting our time
 Remember all the songs and the way we smiled
 In those basements made of music
 But now I've got to crawl to get anywhere at all
 I'm not as strong as I thought
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 So when I'm lost in a crowd
 I hope that you'll pick me out
 How I long to be found
 The grass grew high, I laid down
 Now I'm waiting for a hand
 To lift me up, help me stand
 I've been laying so low
 Don't wanna lay here no more
 Don't wanna lay here no more
 Don't wanna lay here no more
 Don't wanna lay here no more
 Everything that happens is supposed to be
 And it's all predetermined, can't change your destiny
 Guess I'll just keep moving, someday maybe
 I'll get to where I'm going