Something Vague

Now and again it seems worse than it is
 But mostly the view is accurate
 You see your breath in the air
 As you climb up the stairs
 To that coffin you call your apartment
 And you sink in your chair
 Brush the snow from your hair
 And drink the cold away
 And you're not really sure
 What you're doing this for
 But you need something to fill up the days
 A few more hours
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 There's a dream in my brain that just won't go away
 It's been stuck there since it came a few nights ago
 And I'm standing on a bridge in the town where I lived
 As a kid with my mom and my brothers
 And then the bridge disappears
 And I'm standing on air
 With nothing holding me
 And I hang like a star
 Fucking glow in the dark
 For all those starving eyes to see
 Like the ones we've wished on
 But now I'm confused
 Is this death really you
 And do these dreams have any meaning
 No, no, I think it's more like a ghost
 That's been following us both
 Something vague that we're not seeing
 Something more like a feeling