When The Curious Girl Realizes She Is Under Glass

Tomorrow, when I wake up, I'm finding my brother
 And I'm making him take me back down to the water
 That lake where we sailed, and we laughed with our father
 I will not desert him, I will not desert him
 No matter how I may wish for a coffin so clean
 Or these trees to undress all their leaves onto me
 I put my face in the dirt and then finally I'll see
 The sky that has been avoiding me
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 Now I feel
 This looks like rules roll one
 Well, I started this letter, I'm gonna send it to Ruba
 It'll be blessed by her eyes on the Gulf Coast of Florida
 With her feet in the sand, and one hand on her swimsuit
 She'll recite the prayer of my pen
 Saying, "Time take us forward, relief from this longing
 They can land that plane on my heart
 I don't care, just give me November, the warmth of a whisper
 In the freezing darkness of my room"
 But no matter what I would do in an attempt to replace
 All these pills that I take tryna to balance my brain
 I see that curious girl with that look on her face
 So surprised, she stares out from her display case